boo!

"- And... What are you feeling now?
- You."


hellooooooooooooooo
haha
i'm quite tired and my legs aswell foot hurts
cassia's party was pretty good! decoration was so cute, but i expected that my friends would come ):
was good anyways
tomorrow i might go bowling with ceci and thai. as we cannot go today, lets go tomorrow! haha
i'm going crazy to see "vampire suck", the twilight saga's parody! haha
one week and i'll have my normal routine back! i'm enough with bored vacations ):
mmm anyway..


cya ♥

Boredom ~ ♥

Eu não sabia que horas eram, mas de uma coisa eu sabia: estava tarde.
Não tarde o suficiente para que alguém gritasse comigo, me mandando ir dormir.
Mas tarde o suficiente para que eu estivesse cansada, suficiente para que eu sonhe acordada.

Foi nesse pensamento idiota que adormeci. Consegui acordar rapidamente, coloquei um pijama e fui, finalmente, dormir na cama.
Fria. Noite e cama. Ambas frias.
O vento fazia um barulho estranho na persiana.
Me revirei umas 10 vezes ou mais.

E aquele sonho foi tão real, tão..
Eu juro que senti você me abraçando.
Eu juro que senti você me beijando.
Eu juro que me senti tão completa aquela hora...
Um dia meu bem, um dia...

Sometimes I wish that I could be in London

Yea, non sense tittle, but anyway
here i am! trying to organizate things haha
i mean, i'm quite lost in internet, especially now that it is vacations and i never know exactly what to do. still, it's quite boring aswell. even if school's hard and i have to do a lots of works for it, i actually like waking up 7am -even in winter- and going to school. because i see people, i hear stupid gossips, i see boys seeking girls, aswell girls seeking boys.
i got used to my routine of school all day, and there's days that i think "OMFG, no classes this afternoon! so boring!"
it's pretty weird. hopefully i'm not the only one who thinks it, thought
i'm addicted to japanese magazines scans! the ones i love the most are ageha and ViVi!
super cute, all full of glitter and AAAAAHHH I WANNABE JAAPAANEEESE!
hahaahhaha xD




i'm bored and it is 3:36am
hoho

cya ♥

HELLO WORLD!

haha makes a while that i dont post anything here, huh
well, few things has changed, but the most important is.. I'M 15!
it's funny to know that in 15 years i'll be 30, and i'll be working, maybe taking care of my kids (if i go nuts and want one) and i'll have my house, my car, my life. independence!
i've been changing my mind a lot, weird.
i've been tired and bored all day
especially now, i'm in vacation, so i don't know what to do
i downloaded The Runaways, really good movie, but i won't watch it again and again
i'm trying to get The Pink Panter, but in english with PT subtitles with DVDrip quality
kinda hard, but i keep trying haha
i got new friends, crazy and cool ones haha
and O in english! hoho
surprising, because i did my test in.. less than 15 minutes! was freak! but i wanted to be free of that room. two little reasons :D
anyway..

cya until another lovely day ♥

Eu....

Prometi a mim mesma de que não iria mais chorar, de que iria ser a última vez. Eu fiquei feliz, de algum jeito ou outro, e eu não quero perder esse sentimento de vista.
É tão bom quando você se vê livre de todos teus problemas, você não tem mais nada de ruim para pensar e tudo se ajeita, tudo volta a ser como era.
Nunca tive felicidade completa e nunca terei, porém nunca fui uma completa infeliz e nunca serei.
São esses pequenos detalhes da vida que fazem diferença...
Eu acho que estou bem, de qualquer jeito. Eu me pego pensando no mesmo que antes por pura preguiça, por pura idiotice.

Ah vá, toma no cu manolão, to bem sim! IRAIARIARIARIRAIRA DORGAS brimks ♥
mas é sério

Minha vida tomou um curso diferente e não estou com medo de segui-lo. Ora, por que não tentar de novo?
Eu posso, eu quero e eu devo.
Ninguém pode me impedir e mesmo que pudessem, eu não pararia.
Porque a vida continua, caro telespectador.

Levou um tempo para que eu pudesse digerir aquelas palavras.
"Como se eu estivesse morta".
Mas era assim mesmo que eu me sentia. Eu tinha jurado para mim mesma que estava melhor, e eu realmente estava.
Por que eu disse aquilo?

- Hey, hey! Não fale isso. - ele olhava em meus olhos, procurando pingos de felicidade ou esperança.
- Na verdade, nem sei porque disse.
Pude ver um sorriso aliviado em seu rosto.
- Você é tão boba.
Eu? Boba? Magina...

SMILE 一番 イイ♀ - アンティック－珈琲店－

「SMILE 一番　イイ♀ - アンティック－珈琲店－」

煌けヴィーナス　美しく　煌けヴィーナス　金色(こんじき)に
僕の心　照らす君は　スマイル一番　イイ♀(おんな)

キレイなあの娘(こ)に嫉妬をしてる
あの娘みたいに生まれ変われたら
人生　少しは違ってたかもね　なんてmistakeな考えで
同じ人が二人いてもダメで
世界に一つだけの笑顔に魅かれる

輝けヴィーナス　無邪気に　輝けヴィーナス　誇らしく
この世界を君だけのライトで照らせ
煌けヴィーナス　美しく　煌けヴィーナス　金色に
僕の心　照らす君は　スマイル一番　イイ♀

派手な化粧にネイルなんかして
イケテル女になった気でいても
何か違うって気疲れをして　嘘をつくのも嫌でしょ?
ありのままの自分を愛さなきゃ
他人(ひと)を愛することさえ出来るわけがない

ときめくヴィーナス　純情に
ゆらめくヴィーナスはロマンス
恋する君に恋をしてしまうよ
キラウル瞳の眼差しで　揺れてる僕のこと見ないで
僕の胸を焦がす君は　スマイル一番　イイ♀

笑う事を恐れず　勇気を持てた君だけに
「がんばったね」と伝えてあげたいよ

輝けヴィーナス　無邪気に　輝けヴィーナス　誇らしく
この世界を君だけのライトで照らせ
煌けヴィーナス　美しく　煌けヴィーナス　金色に
僕の心　照らす君は　スマイル一番　イイ♀

君は僕の太陽さ ♥

「SMILE ichiban ii onna - Antikku Cafe」

Shine beautifully Venus, shine goldenly Venus
You who shine on my heart are the best kind of smiling woman

I'm jealous of that pretty girl
If I could be reborn like her
My life might have been a little bit different, it's a mistaking thinking that way
It wouldn't do for the same person to be two different people
I'm enchanted by your one of a kind smile

Shine innocently Venus, shine proudly Venus
Shine your light on the world
Shine beautifully Venus, shine goldenly Venus
You who shine on my heart is the best kind of smiling woman

Even if I had the desire to be a sexy woman
Who paints up her nails glamorously
I'm worried that something wouldn't be right, is it that I don't like lying?
If I can't love myself as I am
Then there's no reason that someone else should be able to love me

A heart pounding and pure hearted Venus
A flickering Venus is romance
I'm falling in love with you, who is in love
Don't look at me trembling with that hateful look
You who burn my heart, are the best kind of smiling woman

I'm not afraid to smile, and I want to say to you
Who has courage, "You gave it your best"

Shine innocently Venus, shine proudly Venus
Shine your light on the world
Shine beautifully Venus, shine goldenly Venus
You who shine on my heart is the best kind of smiling woman

You're my sun ♥